Well, day one is over and I’m exhausted. I don’t know if i can take a week of this. But I have two mostly completed songs and one great guitar part to write over. I’m really grateful for Andrew Osenga today. He’s a new friend and incredible musician who really pulled a difficult song out of me today. Right now it’s called “House of Boxes”. It starts with packing the truck to move back to Texas, to get married, to become a father. Andy said he was really interested in what makes people move. Not necessarily move to a new house, but to move their live into action. Cool thought.
Second song today was much more planned and purposeful. Its called “Loved”. It starts with the idea of breakups and what they do to our idea of ourselves as lovable. Then we spend the rest of our lives, often in relationships where true love exists, and we are trying to believe someone could love us. We are trying to break the chains of hopelessness that cause us to be self-destructive and self-defeating. We are learning how to be loved.
Okay, I have to go to sleep. Or there will be no songs tomorrow.
Todd
I am so looking forward to your next album dude…
Will be praying for you….
The song you’re writing “loved” made me think of my teenage daughter. She’s an only child and her daddy and I love her beyond anything we ever thought possible, but she often doesn’t see herself as being worthy of love. It is heart breaking and rips my soul. Why is she self-destructive when love and acceptance are right here – not just here on earth but with God too whom she personally knows? I’ve laid face down on the floor begging God, telling Him I didn’t know what to do, what was I supposed to do? I surrendered to Him and he answered me – HE ANSWERED ME – Trust her and trust Me to take care of her. Now I do. Now I do. Some days I have to resurrender. But I will not give up on her no matter how hard she pushes against me. I will keep praying for God’s hedge of protection around her and I will trust Him and her.
God Bless your music.